They smile at me and say, "Come with us and we'll show you things you know u've been yearning to see." And I tell them, "I'll think about it. But my answer is most probably a No."
They look at me with sad eyes, and i instantly feel the heavy weight of guilt pressing down on me.
So in an attempt to save myself, i say to them, "I'm sorry. Eventho I know what's right and wrong, i find it difficult to do what i know i should be doing. Maybe it hasn't reached me yet."
"It has reached you, dear," they tell me. "But you somehow keep refusing to accept it, and we don't know why."
They said it so quietly, so carefully. As if treading softly on calm waters.
And i come to the awful realization,
that it isn't me who's sick...
..... it's my heart~
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ahhh....
i gave them a NO once and they gave up on me.
That's the thing, I don't want them to give up on me. I'm sure i can still be saved. I just need a little help is all.
hmm...i never want them to give up, but they did anyway. Maybe they could see that I was a hopeless case to begin with.
Sometimes, I still wonder..what would I become if I've said 'yes'.
hmmm..listen to ur heart, u'll know what to do. =)
YOu'd still be you!! =)
Btw, it's kinda hard listening to a heart that's sick. I probably need some healing first.
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