This is it!

I haven't had palpitations like this for quite some time.

Not when i was yelled at in the middle of the ward by LT, nor when i was called to the Vice-Dean's office. I didn't feel this way when that cute guy i had my eyes on smiled and talked to me.

This is the type of palpitation i haven't felt in a good while.

It was a steady friend during my very confused days in highschool; it was the thing that pushed me forward and kept me on my toes. I miss having this feeling; this fast heart rate; this tightness in my chest. It's a little uncomfortable i've gotta admit, but somehow I like it. It tells me that i'm alive.

Maybe this was the missing piece of the jigsaw puzzle i was looking for.
Maybe this is IT!!!

To be honest, I was skeptical at first. I bombarded him with questions. He answered in codes. I said I'd sleep on it. He said okay. So i made a list of pros and cons, but all i could come up with were cons.

I was stumped.

I didn't want to say NO because I knew deep down I wanted this to work. All i really needed was a little gentle push in the right direction. So I asked him to convince me again; make me believe; sway me with sweet words if that's what it takes.

"Gimme ur best sales pitch" i said to him.
And he did (quite effortlessly), leaving me pleasantly stunned~

He had me. (What a guy!).
No point being the tough customer now.

So i said YES!
(I'm still a little nervous, but it's about time I make that jump~)

p/s: First date tomorrow at 4. =)