Recently, I've been a little worried about my heart. It keeps wavering for reasons unexplained. The mention of a name, a thoughtful gesture, a couple of text messages, some meaningless words, a lingering smile.... mundane everyday things that shouldn't really catch my attention, but does.
Grrr, how annoying.
If only i weren't born with all this silly girly feelings, i wouldn't be in this mess i'm in. I wouldn't have to avert my eyes when we speak, i wouldn't have to walk around pretending like i don't see you, i wouldn't have to avoid you for fear of my weak wavering heart breaking into small crystal pieces, spilling out it's contents for the whole world to gawk at and ridicule.
If only my heart was just a tad bit stronger that it is.
Oh heart, please stop wavering~
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