Revelation

When i first started this blog, i envisioned a place where I could let my writings fly as free as a bird. I imagined a place where people could peek a (not so) rare glimpse into the workings of my thinking tank; into those nooks and crannies of my secret thoughts.

I felt i could let the world get a taste of what i really see of its inhabitants. I figured I'd be able to speak my mind, never to conform to the pressures of being prim, proper and civilized all the time; that I could say whatever i wanted to say, write whatever needs writing, and let my voice be heard without having to suffer any repercussions.

After all, it's my blog. Right? RIGHT???

WRONG!!

As much as i try to create a separate entity between the facade of reality and the truth of the virtual world, there's this thin red line that still blurs them together tightly into a giant mesh of trouble. In other words, whatever i say or do in my little virtual space seems, without fail, to persistently come back and haunt me in reality.

And that, my dear Watson, is never good news!

How in the world am i supposed to act all nice and sweet and elegant and graceful in real life when everyone knows from my writings that I'm nothing more than a cynical, sarcastic pessimist who just doesn't give a crap?

Thus, i've decided (not too abruptly i hope) to put an end to this madness! (By hiding away in solitary confinement, patiently waiting for that day when people will finally forget~)

So Asta la vista baby, Byebye, Sayonara, Adieu, and Selamat tinggal~ It was one heck of a bumpy ride, but definitely well worth the pain in the bum!

p/s: i posted a clean, no-nonsense, very cool and classy goodbye speech quote and you people still bombard me with questions (*tsk tsk). So there! One very long, BORING explanation. I hope u're proud of urselves!