Monday, November 24, 2008

What's your poison?

So I've made up my mind.
I've decided not to make this blog private after all. I don't want to disappoint my legion of loyal readers and their cries for me to stay put. Rejoice people, for i will be here to amuse you still for many full moons to come~

Hahahaha.. okay, okay.. that's a lie.

Truth is, I like the feeling of people acknowledging what i write and commenting on it. Somehow it gives me a (false) sense of accomplishment (plus it feeds my ballooning ego). Making this blog private means letting go of those small instant gratifications i get in my decidedly dull life. Being both PS3-less and tv-less, i guess i'm not ready to let go just yet. And thus, the not-so-glamorous truth behind my decision is revealed~

But anyway, to sate my itching need of writing highly sensitive issues and very personal stuff that aren't meant to be read by just any Tom, Dick, or Harry who stumbles across my blog googling for "impeach obama" or "DBSK rankings" (the real reason i considered turning this blog private in the first place), I've decided to make a whole new blog, all for myself. And guess what? New blog means I can personally hand-pick those special people i'd love having over to dance with my secret thoughts. Weeeee~ exciting, no?

Yes, yes... i know what ye'r thinking and well, i have the same doubts too. As it stands right now, i can barely make time for this one blog, so how am i ever gonna manage two, eh? (or three if you count "Carbry Full House").

Sadly, i don't have the answer to that burning question..
And so, we'll just have to see.

I, however, have a tingling suspicion that by New Year's (and this is just a prediction), my blogging mania would be put on an indefinite hiatus. I'd be über busy next semester once i start my hospital attachments. Not to mention my commitments with MYS and their planned events. And ahhh, the inter-varsity basketball tournament in mid January. Yeap, the one Kak Farah bribed me into joining (she gave me a whole chocolate bar flown all the way from Germany.. how could i say no??). She even wrote in her blog about making me the secret weapon. [Yeah right, K. Farah... secret weapon konon. "poised and ever ready at the goal post" sounds more like a rebound girl to me. Bet you didn't think I read your blog, huh K. Farah?] =P

hahaha.. I lost myself there for a moment

Ehem.. my point is, come January I think i may find it rather difficult to indulge in little pleasures like writing. Still, if i know myself well enough, i'm sure busy-ness can't keep me away for long. ^__^

Writing is my poison~
[What's urs?]

8 comments:

MsMe said...

happy attachment, izyan-chan! jangan runsing..attachment masanya untuk melawa & ngorat consultants! oh sgtlah perasan =P

Izyan de' Nerd said...

Pakai lawa2 pon, still kena pakai that hideously plain white coat on top. In the end, we look no different than budak2 sekolah menengah on their way to the science lab. =S

fAraHnaDiaH said...

bwahahaha~ btul la secret weapon, I really do mean it!

neway, that bar of choc is sincerely given to my fav jnr of the year 07/08 *wink*wink* Woohoo~ don't be too elated now, I don't want to see u around the psych ward.

Mereka semua sangat disturbing. Sangat.

peace

Izyan de' Nerd said...

07/08, eh?

Hmmmm... is that by any chance a very subtle way of telling me that i won't be getting any choc bars next year? hehe..

I think i may need to find meself more sugar mamas (who give out choc bars on a whim).. LOL =P

munirah sulaiman said...

my poison is pure poison by dior..

[the smell is highly addictive anyway :)]

good to know that u won't make it private.
i always like to give my comment though i don't know whether it had been supportive or encouraging or simply annoying.
but i would still love to drop more in the future :)

Izyan de' Nerd said...

A combination of all three!
Hahahaha... nah, never annoying.

costanzo said...

huh, lega. That's enough. I don't want to exaggerate hahaha

Izyan de' Nerd said...

Hahaha.. you learn fast, eh costanzo? Good good! ^____^